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“Stop Loving Me” (3/?)

Rating: PG
Summary: Don’t play with love. A love triangle that needs a resolution. Ryuu loves Mirio but Mirio isn’t aware of her feelings and Shimon is someone she likes also very much…
Type: Romance
Pairing: Shimon Yuriya/Asumi Rio, Asumi Rio/Koshino Ryuu
Status: Chapter 3/?

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The eager whispering in Mirio’s ear when the scene ended and the lights went down made her nervous.
As soon as she and Ryuu were offstage the older was acting normal again, but Mirio knew what would happen later. She felt so odd. Backwards she was always looking forward to meet with Ryuu, couldn’t wait for the time to be with her after a show or on her free days. But now she felt guilty, she had the feeling that she betrayed her lover. Her head made the craziest scenarios what could happen if the Kumichou would get to know about her and Shimon.
But somehow she was aware of the fact that she wasn’t Ryuu’s only lover here; at least Mirio came to that conclusion of what she had heard and seen.
“Mirio-chan, are you dreaming?” The voice behind her was familiar to her but she had no idea who it was, so she terrified turned around.
“Morie-san!” Was she shouting out a bit too loud and knew just in that moment that she was thinking too hard.
“Yes, that’s right.” The taller laughed and threw a strain of her dread locks wig back.
“You have to get on stage soon again, don’t miss it!” Now with a bit more emphasis she was pushing the smaller one to the stairs on which Mirio had to get out.
She didn’t say any other word and as soon as she needed to get out, she walked over the small stairs and appeared on the other side of the stage.
And of course this song was reflecting her inner chaos perfectly. She was falling apart, lost herself in the lyrics and felt how her heart almost tore apart when suddenly Shimon walked by behind her and Ryuu was standing on the other side. Mirio briefly caught their expressions.
What was the best she could do? Something inside her said that she never developed feelings for Ryuu, that she just felt attracted to her. It might be because Ryuu was her first experience in this regard. But could Mirio believe her when she said that she had strong feelings for her? Didn’t Mirio catch the older while she was dragging an Underclassman in her dressing room when the younger was on her way to her? But she couldn’t be mad at her, after all the Kumichou was always there for her, in any situation.

The song seemed endless and with every second more and more outbursts of feelings overcame the young ‘Siennes, so that she left crying the stage and sat down for a moment to dry her tears with a tissue. Nobody should see her like that, they would just ask why she reacted so hypersensitive while singing this song today, and at least she never cried here. And somehow it didn’t fit her character which she was playing, as well. So she pulled herself together and played the rest of the show with brilliance and without shedding another tear.

“Hey Mirio!” She was meeting Kiriyan in the hallway who congratulated her for her performance today.
She was really touched.
“Oh, thank you, Kiriya-san.” The younger blushed slightly and turned her glimpse to the floor.
“You are definitely having what it takes!” Kiriyan slapped on Mirio’s shoulder, grinned again and vanished in her dressing room.
“See you tomorrow!”
Mirio sighed and found her way to her own dressing room. But as soon as she opened the door she stumbled a bit back again. Ryuu was sitting on her couch with a red rose in her hand; she was still dressed as Steve and gave the younger a passionate look.
“Hey, little spider-boy.” She was grinning and stood up quickly, dragged Mirio to her and closed the door right behind her.
“I’ve been waiting for you…” Again the eager whispering like before on stage; Mirio shivered.
“The second half was so much better; I think we should celebrate this success.” The Kumichou grabbed Mirio’s hand and pulled her to the couch.
They haven’t taken off their make up nor changed clothes yet, but Ryuu was just longing for Mirio’s body.
“I missed you so much.” She whispered and started to take off Mirio’s clothes.
Mirio felt so uncomfortable at once and started to shiver some more, but Ryuu couldn’t interpret it rightly and thought she was doing this because of her arousal. The younger tried to fight against it, but wasn’t able to. She was following everything what Ryuu was doing in silence, even it didn’t feel right. But she didn’t want to reject the older one, therefore she was also way too afraid and because of that she let her do everything she wanted.

Minutes later the Kumichou leaned back with a satisfied moaning and stroked softly across Mirio’s belly.
“We have to meet more often again; I hardly can live without you.” With a slightly melancholy brought Ryuu this to Mirio and gave her a little peck on her cheek.
Mirio however was lying with her back on the couch, staring absentmindedly over the edge and fixed a spot on the floor. She was about to cry, but this would have been too suspicious. On the inside was she kind of happy that she was able to satisfy Ryuu, but somehow she felt empty and out of place. She was missing Shimon, her big eyes, the slightly smiling lips when Mirio touched her, the tender togetherness, which is here hardly noticeable.
And she doubted if such a thing ever existed in this relationship.
She was noticing extremely what kind of feelings she had for Shimon, it was something serious already. She couldn’t give Ryuu what she wanted anymore and so Mirio also noticed that she gave her heart to Shimon – and not to Ryuu…